yes i can!

today was one of those days. where i straddled (barely) on the tight rope between the land of ok and the land of not ok. like a masterful artist, i walked that rope like a pro, deathly afraid that my will - my concentration - would falter for one millisecond and i would teeter off that rope and tumble into the abyss of not ok.

the good thing is that the day is almost over. unfortunately it's not ending quite as i had hoped. husband was supposed to come home on time, and we were going to walk to get some ice cream. but he's stuck at work and now, here i am, on the verge of teetering again.

it's looking like tomorrow may start something like this, "oh Lord. another day? can we have a serious discussion about this week's mega millions numbers?" hey you gotta be in it to win it.

but there's always the hope that it may begin like this:

until then, despite an ice cream-less night, there's always remains the comfort of my bed. excuse me while i burrow myself underneath my covers and shut the world out and hope for a more ok tomorrow.